miss. cynthia

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 05:42:29 GMT

i was bored so i made a new journal.
add it!

kid_inthecorner

kid_inthcorner

kid_inthcorner

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 04:56:17 GMT

i'm bored.
let's talk!
aim: cwcindyann

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 04:37:20 GMT

this week i have applied to five places for a job.
best buy, some coffee place, wal-mart, walgreens, and hollywood video.
i plan to apply to a lot more jobs if i don't get a called from any of these.
i trying really hard to get a job and i hope that i get a call soon.

today i went to my bro's baseball party and hung out with dj the whole time.
we had fun and just played on the play ground like little kids.
i sometimes wish that i was still a little kid because
you have one care in the world and have a lot less responsibilities.
you don't care what people think of you and you have a lot more energy.
know i'm sitting here tired and i guess i'll go to bed.

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 05:40:26 GMT

i wish life wasn't so damn complicated!

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 04:09:28 GMT

i need yo get out of this house.
i can't take it anymore.
why is everything my fault?
because i don't have a job or a car.
because i don't do what she tells me to do.
i hate that i feel like she don't care about me.
she's pushing me farther and farther way
and it's her fault.
she did this to herself.
if she keeps pushing me down and calling me names
then i have no choice then not to do this.
she blames everything on me and it need to stop!
it's going to stop!!
i'm fed up with her bullshit and i'm going to fix that.

i'm plan is to get a job and a car a move out on my own.
she has too many rules.
i just want some place where i can make my own rules.
where i can sleep as long as i want and not get bitched at.
where not doing the dishes isn't a crime.
where the fact that i'm me is not the biggest deal in the world.
you i thought that being 18 was fun and exciting
but i guess i was wrong.

i hate this fuckin house
and this is the only way i know how to stop this.
in the mean time i will have to put up with her shit
and ~~do so i'm told.~~

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 04:10:29 GMT

so for the past three days my tv only has channels up to 28!
i can't watch my favorite shows anymore.
it fuckin such!!!
so all day i just sit there and play video games like a loser.
anyways i will get over it.

so last sunday i went shopping and got a new skirt and a shirt for $4.
i got a purse too.
that day was a good day!

i'm bored somebody talk to me!
aim: cwcindyann

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 02:57:00 GMT

yesterday i clean a big house for only $50.
it was hard work and i should have gotten more.
it took me like 5 hours to clean the fuckin house and i was so tired after that.
when i got home my mom made me clean up the kichen.
i really was pissed and i wish that she would have cut me some slack.
she even told me that she would have paid me more money if i would have clean our house.
my god she could have told me before i agreed to clean the other house.
i was really tired the rest of the night so i went to bed at 10 that night.
i woke at 2 today and i didn't to anything.
all i did was take a shower and wash a load of clothes.
i'm so bored with myself.
i wish i had something to do.

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 21:57:54 GMT

today i dyed my hair dark brown again.
i love my hair this color!
this is the third time i dyed it this color.
i really don't know why i keep coming back to this color.
i just get bored with my hair and change it.
plus i my getting my hair cut.
anyways enough about my hair.

i really haven't done anything exciting this past week.
it's been boresville for me.
but i did go swimming in my friends pool.
i love swimming!

i have a job cleaning my mom's friends house.
it's $60 every tuesday starting tomorrow.
i think it's good money because i clean fast.
so if it takes me 3 hours i get $20 an hour.
not bad if i say so myself.
but of course i need to get another job so i can move out by the end of the summer.
i do need to find somebody that would share the rent and stuff.
so if you live in clarksville and need a roommate just let me know.

Wed, 31 May 2006 07:38:58 GMT

for the past couple of day i have been bored out of my mind!
i watch garden state like 5 time, i sleep most of the time and i munch on everything.
this laziness of mine needs to stop because i feel like i should do something but instead i sit around do nothing!
but i think it's my own fault really and i just don't know how to change that.
i'm so bored with life right now and i don't really know what to do with it.
i wish had a job at least then i have somehting to do.
i'm going to try and find one so i can apply myself in something instead of sitting around all day.

Tue, 23 May 2006 21:38:07 GMT

if being bored could kill you i would have been dead a long time ago!

Tue, 23 May 2006 04:45:11 GMT

i'm so fuckin bored right now. i was going to go to the movies but couldn't. i got ready and everything. that pisses me off because i called and called and he didn't answer is phone! it was going to be me my sis, her bf, and carney. carney was going to drive us there but he must of turned off his phone or something. anyways that's behind me and i guess i'll just stay at home all night doing nothing. i heard that the movie that we were going to see was lame anyways so i can get over it.

Sun, 21 May 2006 04:43:54 GMT

I GRADUATED!!

before i even got to the dunn center i was ok.
but once i got there i was nervse and i had butterflies in my stomach.
the long i waited the more nervse i got and then the music started.
i started to breathe a little hard and i got excited.
then i walked out with michelle and everybody was staring at us.
it was soooo real and i knew that at that moment that i was graduating.
then we went through the speeches and then all the graduated went to the stag.
i was so nervse that when i got up there i didn't here anybody scream for me or anything.
after we all got seated again we turned our tassels to the right and through our caps in the air.
it was a wonderful moment and danny even brought out some silly string.
i wish i would have thought of that!

i really don't know what to do with myself.
i was at a point that i was going to cry and i did.
i cried for like 10 minutes for no reason at all.
my mom was like "what's wrong" and i was like "nothing!"
i don't know but i just wanted to be alone because i was thinking about what my future would bring me.
i didn't want to get wasted or anything.
i just wanted to be myself without anything bad in my system.
but my sister wanted me to smoke with her but i just did want to.
so all we did for 3 hours was just sit there and do nothing because we didn't have a car to drive or i couldn't get a hold of anybody.
i really don't know what to do with myself.
i'm such a loser.
i don't know what is wrong with me.
i haven't done anything exciting and i hope that in the near future that i will have fun with life and i have no regrets about anything.
but the only thing that i'm happy about is that i'm

THE CLASS OF 2006!!!

Fri, 19 May 2006 04:33:13 GMT

omg today was the last day of high school ever for me!!
all the seniors were hyped up and glad to get out of there.
i don't know but this doesn't seem real.
it doesn't feel like i just finished my last year of high school.
it doesn't feel like i'm not coming back next year.

i don't know what i'm going to do with myself.
i think my days be me working and sleeping.
first of all i have to find a job.
i think that's my goal for next weekend.

anyways i have graduation practice tomorrow and that's the day i'll find out how i did on all my exams. hopefully i passed all of them.

Thu, 18 May 2006 03:33:30 GMT

Tomorrow is my last day of high school FOREVER!!!!

i don't really know what to think about that.
i have no plans after high school.
i'm not going to college right away because that's a BIG step in to my future and i need to be ready for it.
i just need a break from school and anything beyond high school you have to pay for so i need a job and i car.
maybe after i have all that i will go to college and major in something that i really love to do.
i just don't really know and i'm just going to leave it at that.

i have my chemistry exam tomorrow.
i'm so worried about that one because i need it to graduate.
i don't know what i would do if i didn't pass that class.
i don't want to even think about that!
this week is stressful and i'm glad i have only two exams left.
i can't wait for the madness to end!

Graduation is in two days!!!!

Sat, 13 May 2006 03:49:59 GMT

ice bank mice elf!!
hahaha!

today i woke up later and i had 15 minutes to get ready.
i'm suprised that i got ready that fast.
i'm sooo excited about next week. i'm graduating!!!
i don't know how many times i've said that but it's exciting!
i have exams next week and then school is over.
i love life and now all i need to do is get a job and a car.
that's my line up for the summer and i hope those goals happen.
i have to get up early tomorrow because i have practice.
plus i have to buy my mom something for mother's day and my little brother has a baseball game.
my day is pack with activites so i don't think i will be bored that much.
some i guess i'll go to bed so i can get some sleep for practice.
i'm a little tried always.

well my life has been boring and i guess if you can put up with me then that's good right.

Fri, 12 May 2006 03:43:13 GMT

prom was fun and i enjoyed dancing the night away. after prom i went to go find a party but didn't find one. i wanted to get drunk and be stupid. well we decide to go to IHOP. i ate breakfast at 2 in the morning.

this week as been fun and i have 8 more day until i graduate. what i really need to do right now is to study, study, study this weekend and pass all the classes that i need to graduate. what really sacred me the most this week is me guidance counselor calling me to her office. it sacred me because she was starting to call up people that might not graduate and i was one of them. luckily i was taking a test that day and didn't get to go up there. it freaks me out that she did that.

anyways this week has been really long for me and tomorrow's friday. tomorrow is the last friday that i will spend in high school. i know that i will cry over leaving this school but i hope that everything turns out the way it's suppose to be.

Sat, 06 May 2006 02:40:56 GMT

this week is so gay!
i wish it would end. prom is gay and i hate spending money on stipid dresses that i'm only going to wear once. i wish that i would have just decided not to go and i could have spent my money on something else. but i have only one wish and that is to at least have fun and not regret it. i'd rather regret going then not going and regret it.
well i hope that my day tomorrow is not stressful and everything goes smoothly. after prom i plan to go to the movies or get drunk! i just should do both and have fun. prom only happens once and i want to do what i want to do and not regret any of it.

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 22:54:28 GMT

the last couple of day were so much fun!
friday i went to michelle birthday party and had a blast. there was a band and everything. wilkins even stripped down to a candy thong. haha. then we decided to play hide-and-go-seek in the wood and ended up getting lost. what an adventure that was. after a while we went to woodlawn park and played on the playground. it was fun and that were everybody ended up and i loved every minute of it. then my mom picked me up there and i went home. i was sooo tired that i took a shower and passed out.

the next day i had to wake up at 8am to go dress shopping for prom in bowling green. i really don't know why we went all the way to bowling green but it was fun. i didn't find a dress there so we went all the way to nashville and found my dress in rivergate mall. it took my 8 hours to find my dress. after we found my dress me, my mom and brother went glow golfing. it's were everything it is neon color and the whole place is under black lights. it was ok but i would have rather gone home after i found my dress. yesterday was a long day and i was really tired when i got home. i went to bed early.

today i woke up at 11:30 and i knew that today was going to be boring. i was suppose to have practice but it was raining and i didn't go. after that i went with my mom to her store and then pick up my gay sister so she can pay for phone bill. after that we went to starbucks and got some coffee. i love starbucks! and now i'm sitting here and typing this.

my weekend was fun and i hope that everybody had a good weekend too.

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 02:02:24 GMT

today we got yearbooks and i'm not that excited but i like looking at the pictures and seeing everybody looking way different now. everybody looks so cute and i look like shit but i always look like shit in the yearbook. well i got to get out of fifth and sixth period and everybody signed each others yearbooks. i love going back and reading the notes that people leave. it makes me feel good about myself. but this year is coming to an end and i'm feeling sadder as the days get fewer. it doesn't seem real.

well on a lighter note tomorrow is going to be a good. michelle's birthday is tomorrow and i hope she likes what i'm going to give her. plus after school she's having a party and i know is going to be fun. but i hope she has a great day because she deserves it. i love you michelle!! well i'm going to go take a shower and go to bed because i'm really tired. goodnight!

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 02:52:14 GMT

there is so much happening this week. i have softball practice tomorrow, i get my yearbook thursday, and michelle is having a birthday party on friday. i really love having a week like this and i hope the next few weeks i have left of school is full like this one.

well that reminds me that i have to get some thing for michelle. i have some ideas and i hope she likes what i'm going to get her.

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 01:28:03 GMT

being a senior rules!
tomorrow during fifth and sixth period we get to get out of class and have a party and sign memory books. it's very cool and i hope i have fun.

today i was tried and fell asleep in some of my classes. i don't know want it with me lately because i feel like it's taking forever for the day to end. even when i wake up in the morning it feels like i just went to sleep. well if you get what i'm saying, you know how i feel.

well i guess i'll go finish my memory book because i want it nice and neat for tomorrow. i hope everybody has a good friday because i know i will!

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 21:01:59 GMT

this weekend was ok but it was long.

most of the time i stayed home and did nothing but it was relaxing and i loved it. plus i had softball practice and our team is damn good and i expect that our season is going to be a great one.
today is a lazy day and i already baked a cake and it's soooo good. then my mom and me are making potato salad and mac&cheese. and we are going to cook on the grill but i get veggie burgers. i love veggie burgers! after a while i might pull out my sega and play some old school games like bomber man and sonic the hedge hog.

well that's how my day has went so far and i hope that all of you have a good rest of the day and enjoy your easter.

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 05:38:27 GMT

my day was way better then yesterday. i went to the mall and spent $50 on nothing. i mean i only bought jeans, three shirts, some shoes that were like $7. what was i thinking? i'm such an impulse buyer. i need to stop doing that and spend my money more careful next time.

then i spent time with my sister and her friends. plus i spent a little time with my dad because it was his day off. after sometime passed we decided to go to the movies. we saw scary movie 4 and that was the funniest shit ever. it had little clips form broke back mountain, saw, war of the worlds, the grudge, and some other movies. well if you didn't see it today you should go see it because it was fucking funny!

well tomorrow is a tiring day too. i have to go to woodlawn park and clean it up and paint a little. then after that i have softball practice.
well i know i'm doing to sleep good tomorrow night because of this.

anyways i hope that everybody's good friday was as none boring as mine.

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 05:36:17 GMT

my day was way better then yesterday. i went to the mall and spent $50 on nothing. i mean i only bought jeans, three shrits, soem shoes that were like $7. what was i thinking? i'm such an impulse buyer. i need to stop doing that and spend my money more careful next time.

then i spent time with my sister and her friends. plus i spent a little time with my dad because it was his day off. after sometime passed we decided to go to the movies. we saw scary movie 4 and that was the funniest shit ever. it had little clips form broke back mountion, saw, war of the worlds, the grudge, and some other movies. well if you didn't see it today you should go see it because it was fucking funny!

well tomorrow is a tiring day too. i have to go to woodlawn park and clean it up and paint a little. then after that i have softball practice.
well i know i'm doing to sleep good tomorrow night because of this.

anyways i hope that everybodys good friday was as unboring as mine.

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 23:22:48 GMT

my skip day was so lame! i should have went to school and have something to do instead of just be at home not doing anything. i just really wished that i had plained this day a little bit better and i hope that in the future i have a great day and not like the day i hope today.